Well, it's officially signing day in the world of college sports, so I have hope that at some time in the near future I will get to see my husband again. I've tried really hard to be supportive of him these last couple of weeks, but deep in my heart, I have been dying. We don't get near enough time together as it is w/ me working nights and so for him to be gone recruiting for weeks at a time doesn't help any at all. This too shall pass. It's almost over and I got to take the whole week off at Spring Break, so I'll get to hang out w/ him for a whole week. I can't wait.
What a week it has been. All I have to say is that a: I don't want to go to work tonight b/c I know what lays ahead of me. While I will be helping to extend the lives of several other kids, I also know that I will be helping a family deal w/ the end of life for their 5 mo. old. b: I hope that I am never in a situation where something that I do as a nurse is the cause of one of my patients dying. This precious baby was gone before he ever got to me on Saturday night, but it still eats at me that more than likely his impending death could have been prevented had the right people known what the heck they were doing!!! That's all I have to say about that. Just pray for me while I am work tonight. It's going to be a tough night and one that I had hoped would never come.
That's about it from here other than I really wish a house cleaning fairy would show up on my doorstep and volunteer to clean my house for free. It is a disaster after me having worked 12 of the last 16 days w/ tonight making it 13 of 17. I can't wait to have a whole day at home to devote just to cleaning my house. What a glorious day that will be!
It's been a while!
1 year ago
